Do you help others create better lives?
A few days ago the angels suggested I prepare a post offering insight, and hopefully some comfort, to the many people of the world experiencing serious challenges in their lives right now. While writing that post, the angels flowed into another message directed toward the world’s “in service” workers; the intuitives, healers, energy workers, light workers, life coaches, psychologists, counselors, etc. These are the people that others usually turn to when they need help.
At this time, however, many of the helpers-of-humanity are in need of some support and direction themselves.
Even if you’ve done a great deal of work on yourself and have been successful helping others improve their lives, even if you have a large chest of spiritual tools to utilize, even if you’ve got a lot of knowledge, you’re human. You can still be knocked off your center.
You probably intuitively know what’s going on already. Even so, the angels encouraged me to deliver the message, reminding me that I’ve felt better in the past when I was able to find folks online that I could relate to. They reminded me of times when I had questions like: Did anyone else feel the energy shift in the world last night? Are there others who feel electrical surges running through their body?
So it’s my turn to offer this post with love as validation for what you might be going through. You’re not crazy. You’re just a part of the collective mission—Mission Courageous.
This one’s for you….
For the healers, life coaches, counselors, energy workers and light workers of the world: As we make the transition to the age of peace and love, things may seem extra difficult for you. Shaking the lower energies from your system may be a little more intense (okay, a lot more intense) than you anticipated. In fact, you may be reeling at times. This is not without purpose. You know this.
The angels shared this message: Before you ever came to this Earth plane, you volunteered to suffer the human condition so you’d have the opportunity to learn how to heal yourself and transcend suffering. It was not intended that you linger long in any suffering energy. The healing work you do on yourself has a ripple effect throughout the world. It invites more light to the realm. You intended to do the work of your soul, and in doing so, will amass valuable knowledge to share with others. You were chosen for this mission because of the intentions you hold. You accepted Mission Courageous.
The path of light can be difficult and we honor your efforts. If you are experiencing the human emotions of feeling punished, confused, or even crazy, we wish to remind you that you are perfect and loved. You are worthy, and part of your divine mission rests on your ability to stake claim to that worthiness.
Feeling tested? Pushed to your limit? Feel like you’re of no help to anyone else right now? If so, the angels encourage you to turn your service work inward. Go easy on yourself. Remember~ Just because you help others doesn’t mean that you’re supposed to have all the answers. Don’t hide your discomfort. Be honest. Be your real self. Your willingness to be authentic gives others around you the courage to be real as well. If your internal world is messy, then allow messy. But, above all be love—for you. That’s the ultimate healer. And should you need it, please seek the type of outside help that resonates with you.
I am a perfect vessel of light in every moment. My life is unfolding according to the Divine Plan
I love this quote by Barbara Marciniak:
“It is an awesome task to carry light: once you put it in your body, there is no stopping it. There is no saying, ‘I quit the light team. I won’t be recognized as a member of the Family of Light.’ Some of you may want to do this sometimes, but once the light is there, that is it.”
That’s my truth. I’m going through one heck of a time here and yet, there’s nothing else I’d rather be doing than honoring my Creator, cleaning up my internal world and bringing more light into this realm.
So, if you’re not feeling all bright and shiny right now, if you aren’t running around with your arms wide open, if spiritual wisdom isn’t falling from your lips, it’s okay. You’ve probably entered the advanced course of human education. Think of yourself as a student going for your Doctorate of Light. This is a course with many layers and revelations. This one’s going to take some time and it’s going to be HARD WORK.
It’s almost impossible to comprehend the magnitude of this education.
Many of us are bringing our lessons to ourselves rapidly. From personal experience, I know how hard this can be. Just hold on. You can do it. On the other side of this tunnel we both know there’s light. There are deeper levels of self-love, self-care, self-trust, and a heightened level of awareness for the more subtle forms of guidance. You are becoming ALL OF WHO YOU ARE.
You are learning how to integrate the love and light vibration. To do so fully, does not mean that you’ve found a way to rid yourself of your darkness or shadows. Rather, this is about loving acceptance. To wholly accept your nature, (flawed human/ perfect expression of the divine), is holy.
You are a multi-faceted, divinely complex human with many shades and colors.
Those who know me know that I am all about love, yet I sometimes hate credit card companies. I am peaceful and calm, yet my husband has a saying— “Be careful not to step on Kim’s tail.” I flare up like one pissed off kitty if you step on something I’m passionate about. I’m passionate, which means I get angry. I am courageous, but don’t always feel confident. Sometimes I look good, and yet feel like I’m ugly. I’m warrior strong and proud to be fragile too. I get confused, I become clear. I do many things well, but sometimes the Inner Judge of Me tries to tell me I’m worthless.
I know to the depth of my being that the work I do honors my calling and yet sometimes I will ask God for the millionth time: Am I doing what you want me to do? Am I worthy of this job?
I live with the total faith that everything happens for a reason and that there is no good or bad, only labels assigned by humans. I’m blessed with divine communication that offers me the highest view of why things happen in my life and yet I sometimes cry out to God, Why is this happening to me?
I am gentle. I LOVE to help others. But, if you’ve read my book Living in the Rear View Mirror, than you know that somewhere inside me there’s a person who could snap under the right circumstances.
I am multi-faceted and divinely complex like you.
In every moment, I do the absolute best I can. In my favorite moments, I have grace. But, am I only a worthy human if I act perfectly? If I did put on that act, how authentic would I be? I think my highest calling, period, is to love all of me. Every last part, without judgment. Could that be your highest calling, too?
There may be parts of yourself that you don’t acknowledge. If we turn our full attention to serving others, we don’t always have the time to take a deeper look at ourselves. Your advanced course in Light may actually first require a descent into the lower regions of yourself. It may require a trip down into the dark dungeon where you’ve locked away energy remnants of shame, abuse, trauma, self-abuse, self-judgment and self-loathing. Are there ways in which you still subtly, or not-so-subtly, diminish yourself? (Dim the light). Your willingness to go into the trenches, rescue and nurture those parts of yourself will give you vital, living knowledge that will help other people.
There’s nothing I could be doing that’s more important to me than working toward my Doctorate of Light. My feet are a little charred from being in the fire, but I remember what the angels said above, It was not intended that you linger in suffering, so I’m willing to do whatever it takes, NOW, to heal the parts of me locked in that suffering.
I’d like to leave you with this because it came up for my consideration and was addressed: Once you’ve come through your own phase of cleansing and release, a glorious new phase will begin. It isn’t necessary that you feel rushed to get “back to normal.” This process is every bit a part of your mission as your service work is.
Just do your best to honor yourself and the process. If you’re feeling me in this post I’m sending out big hugs and love to you.
Affirmation: I lovingly take care of my mind, body and emotions. ~ Louise Hay
Recommended listening: Creed “Don’t stop dancing”
Peace~
Kim
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